In a relationship for first time since last year, it’s so painful already.

2022.01.19 10:49 Wifflz In a relationship for first time since last year, it’s so painful already.

i just can’t handle it, i overthink so much and the smallest little things she does, sets me off and makes me think she hates me.
i have a perfect response in my head and if she doesn’t reply the way i expect her to i get sad and think she doesn’t like me.
i get so sad over long reply times too. sometimes we watch netflix together on a app so we both are connected to the same netflix server, and she will always just randomly disconnect and leave without saying anything, leaving me waiting for her to come back, not knowing if she’s gone to sleep, in trouble, or hates me lol. and i always get upset w her for it but she never seems to change.
i also told her i don’t want her following guys on instagram but she still is doing it and everytime i bring it up she gives stupid excuses. i feel like i’m begging her to give me the same energy i’m giving her and it’s tiring.
I don’t know if it’s my bpd that’s making it worse or she’s actually being a bit mean lol.
she’s also lied to me previously even tho she knew i valued honesty above everything. we haven’t even been official more than 2 months and we’ve had a lot of issues but the problem is, i love her.
i don’t wanna lose her it’s just really hard.
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2022.01.19 10:49 cotaary Beabear

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2022.01.19 10:49 AllAboutPotato Ruger PC Carbine vs. Schmeisser AR15-9 S4F (in an expensive location)

Hi all, I'm struggling with the following dilema: I can only buy one more firearm due to local regulations in my country. I decided it will be a PCC. In my country, the offering is vastly reduced from what is available in the US, so new suggestions (however intersting and well founded they may be) are not really useful at this point.
So, what am I considering?
Ruger PC Carbine Tactical

Schmeisser AR15-9 S4F (10.5")
Any thoughts/advice? Important points I am missing? I have no experience with either rifle, and a 15% price increase is due apparently (at least on the Schmeisser).
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2022.01.19 10:49 imstilldabbing Here's why I don't think 'the game which I shall not name' comes out in February

There hasn't been any official news that I know of, let alone any trailers. If the game's release was within a month or two, we'd most likely have seen a trailer for it already. Honestly, I think expecting it to come out before like Q3 of 2022 is a bit of a stretch... Sorry, just had the thought and needed to say it.
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2022.01.19 10:49 troubletim00 Running with knee issues

Long story short I am on the verge of a third knee scope but enjoy running as a means to stay in shape. However, with the current knee pain and growing older I need to find a way to reduce the stress on my joints. I know that losing weight but need to exercise more to get to that point. Any advice?
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2022.01.19 10:49 Farhanito 19th Jan: Thomas and Friends (2020), 2 Seasons [TV-Y] - Streaming Again (6.3/10)

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2022.01.19 10:49 VhiPhi Found a leak under CPU block - took off to tighten screws and the cpu itself got wet. Safe to continue?

Found a leak under CPU block - took off to tighten screws and the cpu itself got wet. Safe to continue? The offending leak (coming from under the wood cover to the EK Lignum (Velocity) block):
First of all, thanks for reading. This is a great community and I found tons of info by searching old posts, but got a little stuck here.
So, I put my loop together and started leak testing. Full of coolant I couldn't see any leaks, but left it a few hours just in case and came back later. Started the pump and after a minute or so noticed a drip just below the cpu block. Turned off, tightened fittings on the block, and started up again, but still a small drip appeared.
Drained the loop and removed the block to find that the underside is indeed damp and I likely need to tighten the screws. However, the cpu itself got wet around the corners. This is partly because the included grizzly paste was like cement and didn't spread well (I'll be additionally reapplying with some other paste) but mostly because it appeared to be coming from one of the screws.
My question is: should I continue or take off the cpu to double check there's no liquid in the pins? Leave it to dry for 48hrs+?
Build info:
EK Lignum (based on Velocity) CPU Block (on AMD socket) Aquacomputer DP Ultra Clear Coolant EK Lignum 10/12 Hardline Fittings 2x EK 90 fittings (on block) 2x Barrow 14mm extenders (on block, to ensure tubes rise above RAM and cabling)
6x EK Torque Softline Fittings (soft 'half' of system) for ZMT 10/16 Barrow 90 F/F and M/F fittings (soft 'half)
EK FLT 120 DDC Pump/Res XSPC Crossflow 240 Radiator (fans intake on other side to image)
A few more images:

Finished loop pre-filling - block is wonky, but I was sure to rotate the inner plate to the correct position when fitting. All posts I could find regarding rotating the Velocity said it was fine.

CPU block - flash used to show the watermarks to the right of the paste.

CPU inside case - the top left is slightly darker and wet to the touch (also, paste is evidently complete ass)
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2022.01.19 10:49 Audioboxer87 Manchester Tories appear to suggest Wakeford was boozed up at a Tory house party on June 13th

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2022.01.19 10:49 OldG Weapon skins for railway and combat rifle

Can anyone direct me to a railway rifle skin or a combat rifle skin?
I am willing to submit a ticket to Bethesda and pay atoms. Need the info to specify what I want to support.
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2022.01.19 10:49 Holee_Fuk88 Trading Venom for Soul

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2022.01.19 10:49 saragc92 I thought this was a joke but it’s real and disgusting.

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2022.01.19 10:49 hey_laurie @LittleTailFarms : #highlandcow #highlandcattle #scottishhighlands #highlandcowsofinstagram #cows #cowsofinstagram #calf #furbaby #littletailfarms #airbnb #airbnbexperience #bestofsequatchievalley

@LittleTailFarms : #highlandcow #highlandcattle #scottishhighlands #highlandcowsofinstagram #cows #cowsofinstagram #calf #furbaby #littletailfarms #airbnb #airbnbexperience #bestofsequatchievalley submitted by hey_laurie to noogafriends [link] [comments]

2022.01.19 10:49 karlbot I'm never in that much of a rush where I need to do joined-up writing.

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2022.01.19 10:49 GumballCannon Current progress, singleplayer FPS

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2022.01.19 10:49 imkindalonely I'm so sad and tired I just want to feel normal again

About 1 year since DDay although idk exactly because there's been too many. I still have restless nights with intrusive thoughts. Some days I think I'm getting better, and then suddenly I'm heartbroken and awake at 3am again. Why is this process so painful and difficult? I feel so sad all the time. I just want to go one day without thinking or dreaming about the affair. I just want to feel okay again.
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2022.01.19 10:49 Yogurt789 Researchers have developed a smart and super-efficient new way of capturing carbon dioxide and instantly convert it to solid carbon, to help advance the decarbonisation of heavy industries

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2022.01.19 10:49 m00nwalk3r__ Can anybody tell me what does the new x-games mode entail?

If it’s dope imma buy ps plus to play it for a while
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2022.01.19 10:49 Wups123456 Onde investir poupanças para compra de casa?

Boas malta, eu e a minha namorada poupamos cerca de 25% do nosso salário para a compra de uma futura casa. A ideia é comprar daqui a 3/4 anos. Qual a melhor maneira de investimento para este dinheiro? Sabendo que é essencial ser capital garantido. Faz sentido estar todos os meses a colocar em CA ou CT? PPR de capital garantido sem uso de benefícios fiscais?
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2022.01.19 10:49 mystic-savant I really hope that when I do, I at least have one daughter who I'll raise to be a courageous, free girl.

I will not be having children for a long time, but I really hope that when I do, one of them is a girl. Opposed to how people view having a first daughter, in my culture, I'll be a happy man. I'll raise her to be a free person and love her through and through. She won't see the oppression under an Islamic culture. It'll make me an outcast of a sort, but I'll be ready for that.
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2022.01.19 10:49 cy_skies Cylanskies' Commissions Open!

Cylanskies' Commissions Open!

For more info see here:\_skies/status/1483796878227812356?s=20
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2022.01.19 10:49 Farhanito 19th Jan: Heavenly Bites: Mexico (2022), 1 Season [TV-14] (6/10)

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2022.01.19 10:49 ValorElite Thoughts regarding May vs. August for L3

Congratulations to everyone who just passed L2. I put in 6+ months of studying and passed, but the scores were lower than I wanted them to be. A little bit too close to the MPS and I am thinking about next steps.
What are everyone's thoughts for L3? I quickly drafted some pros and cons for myself.
May 2022
Pros: 1) While there is not as much content in L3 as L2…the L3 content is difficult and I am currently having a hard time with the L3 readings. I am halfway through the readings and this material is difficult.
I know that I will need to spend way more time reading the CFAI material this time round. I've been relying solely on MM for L1 & L2.
2) There is only 4 months until May L3.
3) I have plenty of PTO (5 weeks banked).
4) If I pass, I will get to "move on" from these exams sooner and make some life decisions that I have been putting off.
5) This timeline will give me focus as there is nothing else to do in the winter months. It will be cold where I live and there will be no opportunities for distractions. I would have my entire summer "free" as I wait for L3 results to come out.
Cons: 1) I am working a full time job with 50-60 hours a week. More than likely, I will be working more hours as people have quit my firm.
2) More travel for work, and I will have less opportunity to study at work.
3) The structured response practice for L3 will be difficult. This means many mocks and many hours of prep for the AM portion.
4) I don’t want the lack of time to be the reason for not giving my best attempt for L3. I really don’t want the lack of time to be a factor and have to take L3 again in February 2023.
August 2022
Pros: 1) More time to study (100 days between May and August exams).
2) Will give me a chance to catch my breath from studying (L1 in May ‘21 and L2 in Nov ‘21).
3) This is not a race to CFA completion. This is about knowledge and becoming a professional.
Cons: 1) Too much time with August L3. I think I was closer to the MPS with L2 because I had TOO much time and burned out frequently.
2) August timeline will give me more time but not necessarily more focus. More time does not mean more likely to pass.
2) I have a deep desire to finish this CFA material. I want to be done as quickly as possible. If August 2022 is a fail, I won't be able to retake L3 until August 2023.
3) There is only 125 days until May 2021 which is cutting it close. 225 days for August is much more manageable and I will be reading all the chapters.
4) Studying will be plaguing me for the next 8 months as I prepare for August.
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2022.01.19 10:49 cryptonana47 سوائے بادۂ گلفام مشک بو کیا ہے

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2022.01.19 10:49 riccardo_switch My entire Professor Layton Collection!

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2022.01.19 10:49 tonymagnotta Wouldn’t it be great…

If these GenZers stopped posted their terribly made memes. Like, go make a new sub for terribleseinfeldmemes or something. I’ve laughed at a lot of memes in my day, but my god not one of these stupid memes has even put a slight grin on my face. Your generation is the least funny thing on this planet. Now find your corner, learn how to make an actual funny meme, and sit there for a while.
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